God's Gift

I have taken your gift, without regards to its beauty.
I engorged your gift, I left its soul unfed.
It has been left on the couch to rot.
I denied the damage that was to come.
Blinded by my own will, not seeing what you have done.
Now that I have destroyed it, Im left with merely a shell.
The gift now causes me great pain, I am in despair.
I destroyed the gift myself, It was my choice.
I denied the glory of the gift,
Now I lift up my voice!
Lend me a hand, Its yours to repair.
I ask you lord out of despair!
I beg you to reverse the damage I have done!
Please Lord repair my body and restore my soul.
Lord only your touch can heal what I have destroyed
The gift can be glorious once again!